zakaria

wow ..its been a while

Wed, 22 Dec 2004 10:35:23 GMT

dose anyone else feel like its not christmas at all..its just really shitty cold out.
obviously every year christmas gets less and less special and maybee you get it back seeing your own kids and there excitement but as for this year i literally dont feel one good dam bit of christmas ,,just the fact of my eyes bleeding from cold trying to get a god damn coffee.
ANNnyyways... my birthday is coming up and so is my roomates so were having a mistletoe makeout party and your all invited..its this thursday @ like 10 till dawn or so and its at my new space in olneyville ..if you need directions either call me @ 521-0491 or contact me via 'My space'.
ummmmm yea well its like 6:00 or soooooo so good fucking night

i say god damn

Tue, 31 Aug 2004 23:42:21 GMT

sorry lizzy, im glad your back.

soooooo, im getting a fat ass check, and then a motorcycle.
i just scaled a wall ,over a deck, and robbed charcoal for some lighter fuel filled cheeseburgers.
yea , and where the fuck has joe been. lets get toe-up brotha

peace

~smoke weed every day.

zak

we are too koollll

Sun, 29 Aug 2004 18:50:16 GMT

to myself...
stop being so hot, ok?
you're making me look baddddd.
likeseriously ill fucking throw myself off acliff out of un-hotness fear okkk
what
luv luv luvvvvvvvv luuv loveylovey lovey somthing okay.....

soooooo i ve been prettyu fucked the hell up \\\\\
its weird , i know i know iknow ....im kinda like an indian with my ah ya know my know how .....
you ah i know my ahhhh karma .......

yur bud

teffticle

pppppppssssssss tttt
my penis is bigger than yours .... send man send

4..3...2..1...earth below us,

Tue, 29 Jul 2003 10:29:27 GMT

saturday night at water fires, i lost my wallet and then i fell asleep and everone smoked all my cigarettes. i had a fun time but then i was mad too ....it was confusing. ..i want to take a trip this year to somewhere fun ...likeeeee maybe ireland orrrrrr vist my pals "the swiss" maybe open a bank account there , or maybe london or ,ive always wanted to go to greece. that would be fun......sooooo im going to be living in providence soon i found an apartment on prospect ,kind of expensive but its worth it. and im getting a cell phone this friday so ill give all ma peeps the digits....alright im done ive had enough of my own talking. bye bye ~zak

i know , its strange.

Mon, 28 Jul 2003 21:42:31 GMT

sorry to those i havent been hanging out with that often. ive been working alot trying to get money for an apartment. i will hang out more often very soon.

in other news my best friend is coming back sooner than we all expected. i love her .....okay bye bye

blah blah (hicup)

Wed, 09 Jul 2003 02:45:36 GMT

yeaaaaaaaaaaa amaaaazing event of booze and smokeage, buda, alyse, and zeek.................dot dot dot ....lovelove lizzy lizyy

97 degrees today, thats too much

Mon, 07 Jul 2003 03:00:20 GMT

fun in the sun with jesse and my pal scotch....walking in sand is hard to do with blurry vision.

DAMMIT LIZZY COME BACK TO ME, MY LIVER IS TAKING A BEATING

yea yea

Tue, 10 Jun 2003 04:03:20 GMT

yea yea blah blah blah
ummmmmmm i took a bath and it was nice
i need some reefer....so i can "fish bowl the living room"

well i guess somtimes friends forever dont last the summer..

to bad... .oops!! im already over it.

oh well . bye bye

i hate this

Sat, 07 Jun 2003 17:43:24 GMT

i hate everything right now, the way everything is. i was so happy with the way things were and, i dont deal with change very well. most likely ill pass out tonight feeling the shitiest ive felt because every day gets worse and worse.

shitty mc shitster

Wed, 04 Jun 2003 18:29:14 GMT

today is a shitty day ,

i am babysitting my nieces,emma and courtney because lyndsey had a doctors appointment. so here i am on the computer again...i miss alot of people it seems that everyone has left me besides a few who keep me going ...so much has changed in such a short time and im having a hard time getting used to it i feel like evrything i do dosent matter anymore ..but then i think about her and it keeps me going.

today is also very shitty because its raining ,, normaly i would be happy that its raining because it would make a great movie day ..but its very sad watching movies alone ,, i wish i enjoyed it because thats what i am.

im teaching my niece how to paint with water colors and pen and ink .she caught on right away and shes doing a great job..shes only five but shes a great artist..

im going to go now and think of more alone things to make me happier
josh ...come back
lizzy...you should be here
joe ...lets hang out tonight or soon

buda, alyse, bonnie, dan and jesse thanks for giving me my medication IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN

i love you all
bye bye

boo fucking hoo

Tue, 03 Jun 2003 17:13:44 GMT

with my hands tied, im feeling less than nothing

daaaaammmmmm skippy

Tue, 22 Apr 2003 19:24:54 GMT

i am hap, happy

i bought an amazing 1970's vintage couch. it makes me so hot but i am selling on ebay so its more of an investment .....also . the most amazing vintage traveling record player..

easter was terrific ..ate to much an ate some more.

lizzy is leaving me for months, we will prevail

i need a hug

rain sucks,,makes for shitty garbage hunting

today: consignment stores and a rainy day movie.. hopefully my vision will be blurry by dusk.

*excitement leads to unrealistic choices.

that kid corey sucks i just wanted to throw that out there (kinda old news)

my leather chair got rained on last night

i defeated an officer

Mon, 14 Apr 2003 17:29:30 GMT

this weekend was so amazing,
no bad points at all

and tonight
a mixture of hot hot heat and blurry vision

my kitten is sleeping on my shoulder ...so dammm cute

amanda and abby i hope you are well , lizzy i love you hair

Sun, 06 Apr 2003 03:44:48 GMT

yeahyeahyeah